I hate the dentist. I know that most people dread going, but I really hate it. I put it off for as long as I can. As a matter of fact I don't think I've had my teeth cleaned in about three years. I had a dentist I liked, but he moved and now I have to find a new one. Obviously that is not something I'm looking forward to.
Today I took Baby Girl for her very first appointment. I remember (one of) the first time I went. For some reason the dentist took me back all by himself. I can't believe my mother let that happen, and I'm sure she has regretted it since. Apparently I had an abscessed tooth. He pulled it. It hurt. It bled a lot. And when we were checking out I threw up all over his shoes. I totally remember the scene of that vomit hitting his shoes like it was yesterday. I also remember the satisfaction I felt when it happened because he had hurt me.
Thankfully, Baby Girl's appointment went a thousand times better. She walked right in and got her xrays, with no gagging like I always do. She talked to the dental technician like she had known her forever and had no fear at all. The dentist came in and tapped all of her teeth (two teensy, weensy cavities on her back teeth that we will have to get filled), and the tech started cleaning. She did a great job of explaining the process the whole time and Baby Girl never even once was scared.
I sat there and watched her in the chair. My heart was swelling with pride. She is getting so grown up and she is so brave. Sometimes I'm amazed that she is really my little girl. She faces events head on that make me cringe with fear.
Yes, she is beautiful, and yes, she is smart, but the moments I am proudest of her are the ones that she shows absolute determination and strength of character. These are the traits that I admire in her the most, and the ones that I hope never change.
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This post was inspired by prompt one for
Mama Kat's Writer's workshop:
1.) Describe something you're proud of.
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